Love you Grandma!

 After a sleepless night with Kinlee and her fever and going to bed at like 5:30 am. I woke up to a text that my sweet Grandma had passed on this morning. I am SO excited and happy for her to be with her sweetheart, I wish I could have witnessed that reunion. I'm positive it was amazing! Although I am completely happy for her to be out of pain and to finally be happy and well. I can't believe the hurt that you also feel, or is it sadness? I wish I could say we were super close and I knew her like the back of my hand. I didn't. But I know that I do love her. That she was such a great grandma, that she spent countless hours putting a quilt together for us that we will cherish forever.  I can take with me the memories of her peeling an apple like she was born to do it, rewarding us for counting to 100 or knowing our ABC's, her stash of 1 dollar bills that always sent us on our way, Turkey dinners at her house, admiring how beautiful she was, her sweet voice telling me she loved me and my family, but most of all knowing I will see her and my sweet Grandpa again because of the knowledge I have been blessed with. I love her and will miss her.

I only hope she knows how much I loved her. I'm thankful for the one last time, on Friday,  I got to tell my Grandma I loved her, that I would miss her and that I hoped she was happy. She mumbled back that she loved me and my family too. :) One thing is certain, I have no doubt she loved me and will watch over us! Love you Grandma, till we meet again...